I Remember Myself Again

I remember myself again
I thought I would never wake up again
I think my mind just had a rest
Watch the smell of happiness

I wish I was smarter than most
I wish I had never went down this low
I thought I needed to change my game
But realized late I felt the same

I flushed it down the drain
Quick to cast a blame
I poisoned lots of dreams
And I feeded on extremes
I pushed it far away
To forget what's really at stake
So far away from home
All to not feel alone

I feel it now
The weather is not as bad as I thought
I like to take a walk and talk
Finally broke the writer’s block

Pop the bottle and celebrate
No I want the sober taste
My birthday finally don’t feel fake
I promise to enjoy the cake

I flushed it down the drain
Quick to cast a blame
I poisoned lots of dreams
I feeded on extremes
I pushed it far away
To forget what’s really at stake
So far away from home
All to not feel alone

Push it all away
I learned from my mistakes
Push it all away
I learned from my mistakes

I remember myself again
I thought I would never wake up again
I think my mind just had a rest
Watch the smell of happiness

I wish I was smarter than most
I wish I had never went down this low
I thought I needed to change my game
But realized late I felt the same